Oh' my. Not good news today. Neil just called me from the Life Center where they transported Nadine late Monday afternoon. His mother has pneumonia in her lower right lobe. This can't be good. I'm am praying for the Lords will, her comfort and Neils acceptance. I'm at a loss for words. I'm hurting at thinking the worst but also I hate seeing her life just deteriorate. I'm so confused and fearful. Please friends remember Neil and his mother in your prayers again. I'll hope you'll also pray that I find the right words and do all that I can to lift her up to the Lord. I'm almost scared to pray. What if I'm giving up on her to soon. What if I'm wrong in thinking her life is not that wonderful and that she's tired and that maybe it's time for her to rest. Just everything I say in my head feels horrible. Yet as much as I hated losing my parents at such a young age I never had to watch any suffering or any of this horrid Alzheimer disease.
I don't even know how to close this post. I'm sorry I keep posting prayer request and it seems that's all you hear. I just don't have words to close.